Monday, April 12, 2010

It Isn't Fair!

IT doesn't seem fair = ( i haven't seen the best girlfriend in the world in almost a week. She is sick and i can't see her, or hug her, or kiss her. I miss her so damn much and it isn't fair. I would go to her house right now and spend time with her, even if it ment i would get sick because in all honesty, it would be worth it. I just hope she gets better soon so i can wrap my arms around her and give her a gigantic kiss.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Homework

Alright so i have something that really grinds my gears, the fact that we have to have a shit load of homework during our long deserved holiday, i mean seriously, how shitty are the teachers that they can't teach us properly so they are like "oh well i give up, heres 39034 questions to do, due tomorrow" like seriously fuck off with that shit. A couple of days ago i post a message on facebook saying that SOME of the homework was pointless just to cover my ass. The next thing i know miss ryan says "oh ill keep that in mind considering i teach you two classes", and before i can tell her straight, she pussies off and goes offline giggling like a school girl. Like honestly just because i said some homework is pointless, you know that automatically means that im talking about her two classes, even though i have 2 others. Next time you falsly accuse someone of that, have the balls to let the other person speak for fuck sake. Dont be a scared little bitch about it

Friday, April 9, 2010

Memories

That one special day is going in to be with me for the rest of my life. I can't even begin to imagine a day that could have been better, and the feeling of triumph and gratitute. There hasn't been a day where i havent just stopped and thought over the awesome spectacular events that took place, the way i made her feel was so reassuring that it only fuelled me to be even better with everything; the hugs, my embrace, the kisses, everything. The most rewarding yet painful thing about that day, was the end. Everything before the end was magnificant, dont get me wrong, but at the end the most rewarding thing, is that she didnt want me to leave her, wanted me to just lay there and stay embracing her. The most painful thing about that though is that i had no choice but to get up, and eventually leave, that was the last thing i wanted to do. Every step was painful for me, because i knew that every step i took was that much farther away from where we both wanted to be. I will still remember that terrific day like it was yesterday, and it will still be one of the highlights of my life, until another day beats it. I can't wait to be at the door, and then step inside, because a step closer to her is good, a hug, is great, and a kiss is just pure bliss. She will always be in my heart no matter what happens.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Breath Taking

I have seriously come to the realization that she leaves me breathless. Every moment i can have with her is a blessing. I will say again, i am the luckiest guy in the world to be with such a beautiful treasure. I have realized just how happy i am and i would have it no other way. I am greatful for so many things since, and i owe it to her. I just can't wait until the next time i see her so i can give her the biggest hug imaginable, and to hold her close and to just spend time with her, because in the end that is all i want is to be with her, my Sunshine in a seemingly dull and gloomy world
- xoxoxoxo Rainbow = )